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Screenwriting Tip: Fear and How to Beat It

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Cue Taylor Swift's Anti-Hero song

 

Yesterday, I was suddenly motivated and determined to keep on writing my short film for the first time in two weeks. When I sat down with an iced coffee in front of my Macbook Air, then page to my Arc Studio Pro's project at the ready, I felt dread blooming and I thought for no apparent reason:

 

"I see, so that's why I haven't been writing. I still shouldn't write it because I'm afraid–"

And, I shit you not, I immediatly reacted to this thought with:

 

"Oh noooo, not YOU again!"

The fear!

 

And then I burst out laughing as I remembered the scene in Swift's music video when she opens the door and sees… herself!

 

 

I pictured the same scene with me and my fear, where she waves and smiles at me and says the brilliant lyrics:

 

"It's me, hi. I'm the problem, it's me."

 

Because, yeah, she's damn right! My fear is the problem.

My fear of succeeding, of not being good enough (or at all!), of failing, of others' mean critics, of being laughed at, of… You see?

 

This, this fear, is my problem in writing.

What is yours?

 

It can be the same as me, or it can be writer's block, lack of self-esteem, deeply-rooted negative opinions of yourself or constant exhaustion…

But if it's the fear, please keep on reading.

 

I then realized that whatever I'd do, no matter how hard I slammed the door to Fear's face, shouted at her, pulled at my hair, cried myself to a puddle, or–gasps!–listened to her… The Fear would always be there. She'd stay around. Like a nosy someone.

She'd hover over my shoulder, making me feel afraid and doubt myself.

But you know what?

She would win… only if I let her.

I'm the one in control.

I'm the writer.

 

She's only real if I let her.

Just like a story, and a bad one at that…

 

And so, what did I do after picturing this scene and laughing?

I took a sip of my iced coffee and kept on writing. And I made progress.

I keep on writing and making progress even now.

 

Okay, sure, Fear is annoying.

But now I don't let her write my story.

 

Instead, I suggest you do this when she shows up at your doorstep:

 

  • Open the door, and smile
  • Invite her in calmly
  • Tell her: you can sit or hover, but I've got writing to do.
  • Sit down and write.
  • When she makes you afraid, tell her you know she's there, but she's fictional, too…
  • Then say, proudly: 

 

"And I'm the writer after all."

 

I hope this bit of life helps you!

It sure did spur me into action and yes, I do the suggestion I gave you now, and yes, I keep on writing. 🙂

 

She's not invincible, the fear. She just wants you to think she is. 

 

See you next post, darlings!

A New Chapter for You to Read & And I’m Almost Finished Writing My Novel

Hi, folks!

I've got two news for you relating to my novel Rise of a Heroine: Resurgence, a.k.a Miranda Kane (my main character). 

So, I'm using Inkitt, a publishing platform similar to Wattpad, to post my novel online and land a publication contract with said platform. 

Unfortunately, I've been neglecting it those last few months… BUT FEAR NOT! I am back in the ring with the 7th chapter now posted and ready for you to read!

YAY! Are you excited? I AM EXCITED! 😀

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You can read my first 7 chapters and 2 prologues FOR FREE over at Inkitt: Rise of a Heroine: Resurgence    

Please, sign up and leave a comment and/or rating. It really helps making my story known and gives me the opportunity to be offered a contract! 

 

In addition to these news, I want to announce that:

I'M NEARLY DONE WRITING MY NOVEL! YES, FOLKS! 

I've written 40 chapters out of 52 already! I'M SOON GETTING THERE!

Honestly, I'm looking at my novel like this:

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Genuine love, passion, tenderness, and awe. A bit of uncertainty, too. That's what I feel for it. 

I'M SO READY!

I hope you'll give reading a try over at Inkitt, and that you'll enjoy my novel as much as I do. 

Also, I made a vow to myself and you that I'd now upload a new chapter on Inkitt every two weeks. So, be prepared (*cue Scar's theme song from The Lion King here*) 

Also, if you're wondering why I'm using Melissa Benoist in all my GIFs, it's because of this choice of face claims and here's a bonus graphic.

See you next post, lovelies!

How An Authortube Video Helped Me Win Against (Severe) Writer’s Block 

How An Authortube Video

 

I watch YouTube a lot (guilty as charged, dang) and love to learn through tutorials and how-to videos. I didn't venture into book reviews BUT Authortube caught my eye as an aspiring author myself… And I must mention Miss Kate Cavanaugh is my new obsession (Whoa! I mean in a "I'm watching all of her videos non-stop" and not like a creep, okay? Okay!) 

Most importantly, she just saved my Heaven's Army: Down to Earth series with one of her methods. 

How did she contribute to saving my cherished story? 

And also, why do I appreciate Kate's videos so much?

I'll first list all her qualities and what makes her videos the best, in my opinion. Then, I'll introduce you to the specific video which helped me and what I realized and what I proceeded to do. Lastly, I'll explain how it works and what's new on the horizon for me and my story as well as this seemingly innocent technique. All interspersed with images and wishing Miss Cavanaugh the best (and please, do make other awesome videos so I can binge-watch them, oki-please??)

Ready?

What About That Kate Cavanaugh?

I'll be blunt here: her videos are the best and the most inspiring I've found because 

* She's hilarious both in what she says and how she edits her videos

* She's so lively it's sweet and entertaining and cannot not move you into action (talk about motivational!)

* She finds different angles to tackle the eternal struggles for writers and explores various methods

* She has an amazing series where she writes like a famous author (using their own routine!) and it's both extremely funny and useful to see what works and how you can tailor it for you!

* She's honest and kind and enthusiastic

* Kate deals with writers's problems, her own progression, tips and tricks, "I tried writing like…", honest talks about writing and money (and so on), and amusing topics like "Sh*t writers thinks // Coffee Shop Edition".

If after such compliments you still don't want to take a look at her videos, you… Who the heck are you, then?! (Just joking. Nah.)

The Life-Changing Video

There is one video that affected me more than the others in terms of resounding with me and the potential technique. If there is one thing you need to know about me before I go into explanations, it's that even though I read eBooks and own three ereaders, paper is always the best (and it smells SOOOO enchanting). 

So, what video am I talking about, the one that changed the course of my problems with Down to Earth and helped me beat writer's block with this story? 

Well, here it is:

And the Lightbulb Was Turned On!

As for the issue with my story, I was stuck. The plotting never seemed good enough, and I’d had terrible feedback and gratuitously mean comments. So, nothing I ever did worked (plotting and character-wise), and I was pretty hurt. So, sadness took over.

I spent months working this issue over…. Okay, I’m lying. Years. But then, a week ago I watched Kate’s video and it hit me!

I have to print the goddamn story like a book (or at least, as professional-looking as I could right now)! And I did. Like she says, it doesn’t cost much (it was $32 for me at Staples) and it looks GORGEOUS what with those white spirals, protector sheet and hmmmmm all those sheets with written words on them. My words.

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While it’s beautiful, do you want to know what’s best about it? 

It works!

The Innocent-Looking But Powerful Technique 

It might not seem much and you’ll probably go “Well,

Duh
You just had to print it to advance.’’ 

But nah uh! Printing it out is only half of the issue solved. What makes it work is having it look professional and not just sheets you took out from your home printer and stapled together. The answer lies in its appearance and practicality. 

Okay, sure, it’s easier to do with your home printer. But it’s less striking, and most importantly, less inspiring. And that’s the trick. You need to hold your story (completely drafted or not) and feel closer to your goal. You need to look at it and go: “Wow, I did that?!’’ With the protector, colour cover and spirals, you’ll feel it’s going somewhere and, I hope, have your confidence renewed! Desire and drive to get somewhere with that story will come at your beck and call after that!

“But what did it give you honestly?’’

Well, since you asked, I’ll answer it in the next section!

I See the Horizon!(And Glimpse at What It Holds)

I envision my completed novel, at last. The feel of just-printed pages and the smell of just-fresh ink. And at last, written in big, bold letters at the very last page: "The End".

This might be in a little while, but now it's much clearer and tangible for me. I see and feel it. I *know* I will reach that vision.

And in the end, isn't it what counts?

Thank you so very much to you for reading and to Kate Cavanaugh for inspiring me with every upload. Please go and check out her channel.

What tip have you tried and loved?

Is there any you learned through Authortube?

See you next post, lovelies!

Party Time, But I ‘ m Bringing the Gift!

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I've got fun news for you: The sweet Little Thoughts from Torn Pages (Uzma) is my most recent follower, fresh from today. This means I've finally hit the 100 followers milestone!

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Wait. What does that give you, you ask? Dear friend, I have decided to write a free short story to celebrate this with you! Once written, I will post it on here so all of you, lovely followers, can enjoy it! How great is that?! I hope you like this idea because I'm so happy about writing a story for you all! Thank you SO MUCH for following me for 5 whole years now! It means a friggin' lot to me! Do you have any preferences? A specific idea you want me to tackle? Please let me know your thoughts! Because:

 

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Party Time, But I’m Bringing the Gift!

OYÉ, OYÉ!

I’ve got fun news for you:

The sweet Little Thoughts from Torn Pages (Uzma) is my most recent follower, fresh from today. This means I’ve finally hit the 100 followers milestone!

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Wait.

What does that give you, you ask?

Dear friend, I have decided to write a free short story to celebrate this with you! Once written, I will post it on here so all of you, lovely followers, can enjoy it!

How great is that?!

I hope you like this idea because I’m so happy about writing a story for you all!

Thank you SO MUCH for following me for 5 whole years now! It means a friggin’ lot to me!

Do you have any preferences?

A specific idea you want me to tackle?

Please let me know your thoughts!

Because:

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